Wednesday, December 17, 2014

Mean Reds

   Photography by Style Feen

Holly Golightly: You know those days when you get the mean reds?

Paul Varjak: The mean reds, you mean like the blues?

Holly Golightly: No. The blues are because you're getting fat and maybe it's been raining too long, you're just sad that's all. The mean reds are horrible. Suddenly you're afraid and you don't know what you're afraid of. Do you ever get that feeling?

Monday, December 15, 2014

Monday Blues

    Photos by Style Feen

Happy Monday. Sike. Monday is never happy.

I'd really love to tell you about my day today except that would be incredibly boring.

My weekend was nice though. I shot some photos with Tezz, and then went to this really weird graffiti art gallery in Queens on Saturday with Jonnelle. We walked in and then walked out. I couldn't stand the smell of spray can, cigs, and booze mixed together. Also there were some really skeezy dudes we ended up going to Apple Bees...which was fine because they had this killer happy hour. I discovered I don't like Spinach & Artichoke dip that much.

Sunday I bought a cute little Christmas tree for $30 dollars on Bedford Avenue. I got some brunch with Keith at a new spot called Beehive Oven. The food is amazing. It's a nice little dainty southern/comfort food place. I want to go back.

Tuesday, November 25, 2014

Walking aimlessly

It's been really long since I had a day to myself. I spent it walking aimlessly around soho. I wish I can do this in another country. Preferably London or Spain, or anywhere really. 

Updates since I last posted:

I joined kickboxing, it's fun except that the gym smells like feet and the owner looks like feet. I got a new job (i'm really excited). I turn 24 tomorrow. I lost 4 pounds.

Wednesday, October 15, 2014

When Trees Fall Down

Weather is weird. Yesterday it was hot and humid and I have my airconditioner on in October. Is the world ending? I hate reading the news. Nothing happy ever comes out of it. Ebola, ISIS, and 35,000 walrus stuck at bay in Alaska because of global warming.

But of course what can I do to help. 


Lately I wake up every morning feeling irritated. Routine feels so unstimulating and if I have to go through that for the rest of my life I think I might just go crazy.

Last night I went to a psychic for my friends birthday. She said a whole lot of crapola that sort of freaked me out. At the end she made me question myself too much. Annoying. I hate when people bring out issues about yourself you don't feel like addressing...especially when they don't know you.

I might join kick boxing. I wish I can stick too something, be consistent for a change. I just want to lose twenty pounds and I'll be happy.